Is this what it feels like
when one is bitten by the love bug?
A feeling of suffocation,
If but a day passes by
Without your eyes settling on
Thine object of desire?
A feeling of your heart racing
Like Hamilton’s race car
Or your head spinning so fast,
You feel like you will fall,
Simply because he did not call
Or text to say ‘wassup?’
This out of body experience,
Where you are not in charge
Of your feelings and emotions
You find yourself missing him so bad
It actually hurts
Even after telling yourself
That you would not think about him
Or wanting him so badly
That if you saw him across the road
You would not care about the cars
You would just race towards him
To hold him and feel him close to you
To not want to let him go…
Is this whatit’s like,
Remembering every little detail
His laughter, his voice.
His reactions when he is mad
Nothing about him seems to escape you.
You know his every movement, almost by heart
You can feel his presence when he draws near
Without necessarily seeing him.
I need to now Coz I am going insane
With missing him and wanting him
With wishing we could disappear,
Just the two of us
To a world unknown
Just to stare into each other’s eyes
To enjoy a comfortable silence between us
To whisper sweet nothings….
Then you’re jerked back to reality,
And he is still not near.
And he has not yet texted
To say ‘wassup’
And your heart is still racing
And you still feel like you’re chocking
And your head’s still spinning
And somewhere you’re still wishing….
p/s: hmmm,isn’t the gift of writing the most amazing gift of alone?how you can capture moments and emotions in words? super amazing!!!